Update!

Woo hoo update :D

So during the past 2 weeks of holidays ( School just started today... ) i've been busy with 2 main things.

1. TKD orientation camp!
2. Fund raising!

Man those 2 made my holidays fly so fast :(

Although i must say i had a few interesting nights in there that made it quite worthwhile :)

Anyway, exciting week coming up! Going to be sparring 3 times, with one time against Temasek Polytechnic! Im quite excited... although i hope i won't lose.

Well, going in for a learning experience i guess... HAHAHAAHA.

And i found this quote today on a friend's personal message on msn that cheered me up a little.

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't give their all to love you."

Something so obvious that i missed, well, glad i found it!

That's all for now!

To Hell and back.

That's how far i'm going to go with everything important in my life from now on.

Nothing less.






But sometimes, i feel like i can't do anything at all...

And so i wait.

Like a train wreck in motion...

I'm really afraid of what comes after.



I really don't know what to feel now.
I guess i wished i never said anything in the first place.
Because it sucks when answers are never longer then one word.
I still don't understand much... sigh.



I just want to sleep. I don't want to think about it. Even though i know i will.

Im sitting here typing this hoping for a few things to happen... and a few things not to.

Something magical happened through the weekend and im really happy it did...
i don't know how to describe it, but, i can only say that im elated...

Because i can finally look up again :)